Wanted to blog about something... but see no point liao.
Its amazing how a downpour can clear my mood up.
its all smiles again...
Thanks to tt person hu scolded mi ar. Lucky u werent alslp yet.
=)(=
I dun realli care if im faking anot.. cos hor mayb im jus too numb to noe the difference between real n fake.
hehe... does it matter anymore?
As long as im smiling at you when we are toking.
As long as im luffing at all the jokes tt were cracked.
As long as im doing new stuff.
As long as i get by each day...
im counting the blessings already.
Dun expect too much from me.
Accept my sudden stoning..sudden quietness...
its useless to ask mi to stop.
If i have a choice,
i would have wan it to stop long ago.
So if i dont haf a choice...
do u think u haf one?
I noe tml n the future is for me to make good use of.
But i jus wanna move on wif life.. without tt part of me.
tt part is closed.
So im moving ok~
You are already moving on so quickly...
I wish i din haf to turn back..
But do i haf a choice when everywhere i go i see shadows of u?
the memories are grabbing me...
pulling mi back step by step.
when i tot i m moving on...
it takes one brand new pic of u.
tanned, happy and wif her to make mi crumble again.
memories float back.
promises that are left empty.
im trying to fulfill them..
n telling myself..
u were there to fulfill them wif mi.
im living in my own world.
im dreaming of tt world too.
even when im awake.
sometimes i jus wish
i don have to wake up.
its so happy in my sleep.
but sometimes...
i m jus afraid of slping.
cos i noe.. there will b a point when i have to wake up.
if u noe.. after all these months..
im still here, same spot n waiting..
will u turn back?
but knowing u...
i noe u wont.
u are living the life u have oways wanted.
why would u turn back?
But at the end of the day,
wat puzzles me is
is it the memories or u tt is holding me back?
memories i can create again...
but if its u.. like i told u many times b4...
there's no another u. never will have.
but it doesnt really matter la...
im still here alone everyday now.
A girl. Tired of everything.
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